Figuring Things Out In Avalon, NJ

So, I just had the thought I should be writing in this more often than once a year.

This week I've been thinking about how I wrote journal after journal when I was living in Europe for seven months when I was 21. Have things changed so much that where I travel now is not interesting to me? Am I too jaded to find the noteworthy in my daily life? Well, I am going to attempt to write in here and see what I'm untangling at the moment... mostly been living in a mental world, mapped out in my consciousness and not shared with others.

I'm in Avalon, NJ on a weekend solo retreat (just started a couple hours ago when Mom and Dad left the house).

I have been sitting in front of the computer for seven hours. Is "computer stuff" all that is interesting to me these days? Today I was trying to figure out Spotify. Sort of figured it out, sort of didn't.

I have to go outside.

I am going to go outside and go for a walk on the beach.

I will write back when I return to see if I figured anything out.