All is well. Rose to the sun shining and made it to a meditation meeting. Rode my bike home and then started doing some cleaning: windowsills, dishes, mirrors, watering plants. Sang along to Sirius First Wave and laughed a lot to Howard Stern. Prepared a delicious lunch and watched an episode of 30 Rock.
So then I came to the city and stopped in a bookstore to look for a book I want to read, come to find they are out of stock. Also come to find it's only in hardcover and I don't like reading hardcover books.
After that I started walking to a great cafe. As I was walking I just started feeling sad. Like I was about to cry. And I couldn't think of anything that it could be about. I mean, OK, so the book was out of stock and in hardcover still - but that didn't really set me off or anything.
I arrived at the cafe and I met a cute guy in line to order coffee and he complimented me on my shirt and my style and asked me if I was an artist. When I said yes he said he wasn't surprised, in a good way. Did I mention he was very attractive?
Then I ran into a friend at the cafe who is very sweet and he gave me a warm hug and I chatted with him a while.
All is well, yet I still feel like I could cry.
Has that ever happened to any of you before?
1 comment:
hell yes darling. for good and for worse.
i feel so much, specially after meditating, i feel feel feel, sometimes i cry i laugh i thank i feel bliss. it is all valid, sometimes i don't pin point exactly what it is but let the tears release whatever needs to be released. we are all so connected and it can easily be the tears of a beloved, family.
and on the same note. a couple of sundays ago i was riding my bike and i started feeling this wave of orgasm that god knows where it was coming from, it never happened before, i was simply riding a bike. i surrendered to that and just kept on biking (and smiling). and i got the feeling it was related to someone else. 2 weeks later i found out someone i am very connected with was having this HUGE tantric-shamanic healing/release at the same time across the country. there you go. surrender.release.heal.keep the love alive. you are good at that beautiful. love, fab
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